I'm gonna tip and sew my self in misery
Forever to bleed, forever to bleed, forever to bleed, forever to bleed. You couldn't see, you didn't know, and that is just such a crying shame. You should have known what you've left behind. I'm not the same person who I used be, I've changed.
You know that I'm a risk. I feel sorry for you if you fall for me. You know exactly what you're getting your self into, I told you from the start, but you've stayed so far.
I'm hard as stone, no feelings what so ever. It's going to take a while before I'll open up completely and let you in.
As I said, I have no feelings. I am as empty in my heart as a fat kid's cookie jar. I feel as dead as the dead sea. There's not really anything left. The only time I feel alive, is the time when I feel pain. And that isn't anything I ever want to feel again, so I am protecting my self with the no-feelings thing.
There's nothing left of me to brake down. I won't blame you if you leave. I won't blame you if you stop caring for me. I'm used to it by now.
All I can do really, is just hope that you'll stay. Just for once... one that will stay.
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